So it Begins

This is our first post!! I'm so excited to be taking this journey with Ryan as we cope with loosing Isabella and continue our journey into pregnancy after loss. We wanted a place that we can share our experience with others out there and share our story. We read about miscarriges, stillbirths, and infant loss and we do not think it will happen to us. I remember reading about all this, and the thought of it scared me to death. This was one of my biggest fears in the beginning of my pregnancy with Isabella. I was worried before the 12th week mark and after I passed that my fears lessened. When I didn't feel here move, I would pull out my doppler to here her heartbeat and that gave me a sense of reassurace that she was doing alright in there. 

We wanted to share this new journey with everyone. Ryan and I wanted a place that we can share our story about Isabella as well as our rainbow baby. We are beyond blessed to be expecting February 2014, but of course the fears are still with me. I'm terrified of the thought of loosing this baby, and hope and pray for a miracle. I have a great doctor that is taking every precaution necessary to make sure that baby and I are safe. 

I will be sharing more of our story soon, but I just wanted to say Hello as we start this new journey.